I Need It, Bad. RJ Exhib

This was about when I totally gave in.

Before the thunderstorm

Between the lightning strikes, just stroking

I'm spread wide open on the street. Just walk up and put it in my fuckhole, no questions asked.

 

That last pic, I remember that night really well. I put some supplies in my bag, put on some loose shorts and headed out with my boner pushing out of them.

There were a lot of good dark sleepy places near mine so I went out a lot.

I would walk with my hard cock obvious in my shorts until I got to the place I had decided on. I would wait a minute or so until it seemed ok and then put down my bag and start peeling my clothes. God that part is so hot. Every time I get those useless clothes off of my horny body I'm so happy, especially in public or when there's a hard dick waiting to push into my hole. I wish I could have both.

I would love a public gang-bang. Me, under a street-light, with several men standing around me, hard, naked and stroking, waiting for their turn on my ass, watching me get loads pumped in my ass while I suck the nearest hard dick.

You see guys posting videos online that are similar and writing about horny cruising. They might be real, they might not be. A lot are obviously real.

One thing I definitely know is that shit like that never happens here unplanned.

Yeah, you might get lucky and find one other guy who wants to cum in your ass in public somewhere. But that one time is probably the only time that's going to happen; and he's going to want to go somewhere really, really secluded, far from any possible watchers.

You see, I live in the middle of the Sex Desert. You are very likely to live there as well. It's the middle 90% of the USA.

You might live in West Virginia, or the panhandle of Texas, or South Dakota. Maybe you live in most of Georgia, or Ohio, or Wyoming. It's all the same.

There's just not enough population to reach the critical mass necessary to get past the individual doubts and fears of your average guy. They need a solid chance that if they pull their dick out and show it to that guy in the public bathroom, that he'll just start sucking; if it seems less than 80% chance or so, they're better off staying home and masturbating.

That's a pretty good bet, considering the legal considerations in the Sex Desert. Masturbation isn't just good, it can be downright amazing. And no matter how fucking bad you want it, you're more likely to end up a sex offender in most places than your are likely sucking a dick. Hell, in my experience, you're not even going to see a dick. You're just going to waste three hours waiting around in a bathroom somewhere, fingers crossed while stroking slowly, trying to either not cum or stay interested if, by chance, some horny guy actually comes in.

Maybe I should wait another fifteen minutes....

Tap your foot, rub your dick so the shadow is visible.... tap again....

Nothing.

The guy one over coughs, so, what the fuck? I've been here almost two hours...... tap hand under the stall....

Cough!! "Can I help you?!?"

***'Oh, shit! He sounds annoyed and pissed off, actually. Damn......'***

"Ummm, sorry."

No response. *FLUSH* Leaves without washing hands or anything, obviously upset.

**'Shit! Is he going to tell someone???** GTFO, hardon long gone.....

You can get on Grindr, yeah. Or Scruff, or whatever. It's wayyy better than trying to cruise. But it's still not like cruising from all the stories I've been told personally from older guys or heard on podcasts. It's still harder.

I live in a decent-sized college town with literally thousands of guys from out of state, but there is still only a small group of guys that are actually looking, and I mean small. Since Apple set the fucking stupid rules for smartphone apps so that you can't actually say what you really want, it takes a little bit of time. But after a bit you figure out who all the other sluts are.

And then you see them all the damn time.

At first sight they seem like maybes. But after a short while they become total "no's." Two overly-thirsty guys aren't going to work out. We would just end up fighting over the very limited number of guys who are actually ready to go here. Or one of us would beg the other to give them what they want. But that never works out in my experience.

It's all too sparse. It's all too rare. It's all too . . . . I don't know, . . . contentious, maybe?!?!

Feels like a fight to the death between you and another Neanderthal, probably named Grogg.

I want to say this is all intentional. That this was all designed by the overly-religious inhabitants of the Sex Desert. But I can't.

As far as I can tell, it's simply a result of the impotently small population. It doesn't seem to be simply that if you go anywhere with a fairly large population you will suddenly be feeling cocks in your ass in random public places. No.

It seems that in order to find the dick you so badly desire, you must go to a place with the largest density of people possible. And unless you've spent a little time researching it, moving from the Sex Desert into any sufficiently large area is going to be more difficult than finding a cock to suck under the stall in a public bathroom where you live.

I'm pretty poor, even for the area I live in. So, I would have to save up something akin to a year, or more, of my income just to get enough of a foothold that I could make it work. And before you say anything about my life, fuck you like an alligator whore in a Tallahassee sewer.

If you want to say, "Just get a decent-paying job," you obviously live outside the Sex Desert and/or have no concept of poverty in this country. Go film yourself blowing five guys in a parking garage with your stupid iPhone 13 Pro, upload it, and shut the fuck up. You can get up tomorrow and check for likes and complimentary comments.

 

I had a lot of fun going at it in public. But I also had a lot of bad times.

I just want to be able to enjoy myself outdoors and naked, preferably in the sunny afternoon; no other people necessary. What's so damn terrible about that?

Nothing.